whatever that pops out!

:)

2010-03-19T02:21:00.003+08:00

the mahalo 2010!

2010-01-01T02:59:00.005+08:00

may i say good bye 2009?

so here's the sneak peak of the 2010 movies!

yahoo~

i really really really cant wait for this!

uhh,

i havent made any new year resolution.

hmm

be good to cat,perhaps?

ok,bye.

the fat fact

2009-12-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

discovery of today

delicious food contains more oil, more fat, more salts than the usual average food..so, if u read some1 had a delicious b8fast/lunch/dinner etc,he or she obviously ate more fat/oil/salt than u do.cheers to less fat! ;)

ok,bye.

the new year resolution

2009-12-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

before the light had found the dark

before tonight had fell apart

frozen up i realized somethings gotta' change

it took a crash to understand

time kept slipping through my hands

i never used to know the sun will shine

now turn to rain

say goodbye say goodbye to the way i was before

say hello say hello to a new way

i was lost but i found what i was looking for

wakin up wakin up to a new day

into a new day

i was sleeping in a twisted dream

dying just to make believe

a pretty situation was far from where i was

but i'm not up for giving up

lying down and out of luck

but my mistakes are now in the open

and now im finally coming clean.

say goodbye say goodbye to the way i was before

say hello say hello to a new way

i was lost but i found what i was looking for

wakin up wakin up to a new day

cause everything everything ends at the start

(ends at the start)

healing and feeling all of my scars

(yeah)

- tamra kaprelian's new day

p.s: nyanyi mesti ada yeahhhh feeling! X)

ok,bye.

the blues clues

2009-12-24T01:18:00.002+08:00

Ku telah miliki

Rasa indahnya perihku

Rasa hancurnya harapku

Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi

Sekalipun kau mengerti

Sekalipun kau pahami

Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu

Besarnya cintaku

Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini

Di setiap hariku

Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku...

- REPVBLIK Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu

ah tak boleh tidur :(

ok,bye.

the currently showing

2009-12-23T01:56:00.000+08:00

new updates! :)

oh hello freaks!

(i mean movie freaks)

as december is the holiday and festive season for the US movie makers,

ergo the movies are basically fantasy, CGI-typed movies, more and more cartoons+SantaClaus.

(yawn~)

anyway no one's too old for cartoon :D

final movie by the late Heath Ledger :(

i heard it was insanely brilliant movie?

dying to watch it!

the December movies!

but i am more excited to see the January's.

will post about it later~

toodles.

ok,bye.

the funny thing

2009-12-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

if u love something, set it free.

if it comes back, it will always be yours.

if it doesnt come back, it was never yours to begin with.

but if it just sits in your living room,

messes up your stuff,

eats your food,

uses your telephone,

takes your money,

and doesnt appear to realize that you had set it free,

u either married it or gave birth to it.

uh uh,no no i dont want that.

good thing this is a wake up call ;)

ok,bye.

the happy time

2009-12-05T17:32:00.001+08:00

NEW MOON MEMANG TERBAIK! <3

sapa kate tak besh tu obviously we're not the same species.

ok,bye.

the dont-speak-the-N-word

2009-11-26T17:51:00.001+08:00

ninja.

hah!

there!

i said it!

haha

poyo je..

i give 4.5 out of 5 stars to Ninja Assassin movie

starring rain bi.

who is to die for.

so cute.

yet so tough.

uhhh love u ji-hoon!!!

eventho u dont have double eyelid.LOL XD

tawau dont have twilight screening

not until 3DEC.

i hate it.

damn u sabah,damn u.

bersabar jelah nampaknya.

cis cis.

wait for me Edward~~~~ :(

i will be patience.

ok,bye.

the journey

2009-11-23T08:04:00.000+08:00

i'm hoooooooome :))

tu je nak cakap.

ok,bye.

the 1095 days of utp

2009-11-20T01:26:00.004+08:00

saya bohsan

saya kenyang sangat

saya nak balik rumah

saya mahu mama

saya mahu abah

saya mahu along nana sara

saya tak mahu ambil paper EAB2053: control systems

saya mahu tengok series

saya mahu main facebook

saya benci lipas

saya nak makan cokelat banyak banyak

saya tak suka orang yang tak positif

saya rindukan waktu itu

saya benci utp

saya mahu baring di atas salji

saya sayang kawan kawan saya

saya mahu seorang robot yg cool

saya hanya mahu ain menjadi roomate saya

saya suka makan buah

saya tak faham kenapa hidup ini memenatkan

saya mahu bebas dari belenggu ini

saya mahu tidur

ok,bye.

the movie alert

2009-11-19T05:32:00.008+08:00

mark the calender!

fall/winter movie for malaysia release.. :)

before 2009 ends!

ok,bye.

the liar liar

2009-11-15T19:50:00.005+08:00

i HATE liars.

once u lied to me,

i'll doubt u forever!

fyi,

forever is a long time ok.

except when it comes to family and really really close friends.

i'll forgive that.heheh.

ok,bye.

the boredom in class

2009-11-12T18:08:00.004+08:00

i HATE Analogue Electronics II class.

i dont know why,i just hate it.

well at least i have something to do

while dr.Awan is talking~~

[EE gals]

[EE boys]

[One day,4 boys went out for a walk.

suddenly, kedengaran suara Axxx,

"tunggu tunggu!nak itot nak itot!"

-THE EnD]

[ah!this one is kudos to AIN~ who colored it so well.and put a huge KISS on him.and the pervert look.hahah thanks Ain!]

i got Analogue paper tomorrow.

but still got time to mumble about it kan?

must have been unconsciously hating it.

damn i really hate it.

ok,bye.

the dooms week

2009-11-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

we are unable to find your name on the list at this moment.

try again later or contact Malaysia Airlines Call Center or check-in at the airport.

waaa

name takde dalam list.

i am sooooo doomed!

siapa tahu kaunter MAS kat ipoh?

please tell me asap~

thanks.

ok,bye.

the countdown babe

2009-11-09T09:45:00.000+08:00

hoyeh!

i cant wait for that!

anyway, good luck guys~~~

oh,besides that,

another important event coming up this november.......

u know u love it. :)

p.s: the release date for Malaysia is on 26/27/28 November.depends on what state u r in.hehethat countdown is for UK and US of A release~~jangan berangan la nak duduk London. XD

ok,bye.

the ahoy captain!

2009-11-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

rector tak jadi bersara.

miahaha~

lawak2.

ok tu je nak cakap.

p.s: see e-learning NewsFromRector for more info.

miahaha~

nak gelak lagi.

saya hensem.

jangan jealous.

ok,bye.

the stinging disappointment

2009-11-06T11:37:00.006+08:00

i give 2 stars for Jennifer's Body!

why?

because Megan is a total blunt in it,

she's kinky BUT she keeps puking oils and oils and more disgusting oils~~~

she's a devil who can flies but we can even see there's a string attached to her. (??)

she thinks Adam Brody's hair looks cool (she said it like freaking 4,5 times)

the boys love her,

but she eats boys to live, (go go go Megan!)

and she's still a virgin.

what......

i think Vampire Diaries and Buffy that Vampire Slayer girl,are far more good than this.

(and i dont think it's fair to compare it with Twilight boohoo!)

plus,i can't tell to laugh,cry,scared or barf.

the story line is all over the place!

and it seems to me,it is like a semi-porn movie. (!!)

disgusting!

kids,go home!

(i think that Amanda Seyfried is the only thing that makes it watch-able.

oh and the thru the trees song.love it! XD )

i must say,

this is probably the biggest flunk,okeyh fine,the most suck-est movie of 2009.

well,since street fighter: the legend of chun-li.

that sucks too.

haha~

from now on,

i want to watch that Odette Yustman more than Megan!

she is sooooo pretty. :)

i mean,just look at the pretty-her!

see!

oh,

on the 2nd thought,

Megan still paling cantik. XD

watch it,forget it,move on.

ok,bye.

the twilight barbies

2009-11-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

i want to buy this!

where can i get it?

LOL :))

extracted from People magazine:

As a tribute to the on-screen lovers, Barbie has created a set of dolls modeled after Robert Pattinson's Edward Cullen and Kristen Stewart's Bella Swan. Featuring Robert's strong jaw line and vampire-glow and Kristen's long brunette hair and innocent face, the dolls are almost an exact replica of the stars. Looks like Bella's wish for immortality is finally coming true!

(beware: spoil alert!)

Bella's "wish for immortality"? i dont think it is exist and is made up.in the book,it will eventually coming true!

just check on book #3 Eclipse!

anyway,i still want it!haha :D

[cute or not?]

[ this one is collectable figure for New Moon ]

just to make it clear,

i noticed that this figure is 'dikecam hebat dalam internet'

nak kena tulis dalam melayu supaya mat saleh tu semua xfaham.

hahaha

dieorg ni semua benda nak kritik, nak judge, nak bising2, nak kutuk2.

gosh this makes me annoyed.

why cant people stop being negative?haha

ok,bye.

the tahan marah-ness

2009-11-01T09:51:00.003+08:00

a way to express my feeling today:

kalau orang melaka cakap,

"kuwang hajau tol la"

kalau orang kelantan dieorg cakap,

"tok cukop baso"

"tak dop baso"

"berbalek meta"

kalau orang kedah cakap,

"kuang hajaqqq ang ni"

ataupon

"nakharre"

kalau orang pahang cakap,

"aok buak gini,bale aok biadap betul yek"

kalau orang nogori sombilan cakap,

"hai...mombaroo darah den"

kalau orang johor cakap,

"kurang hasam gile tol la die ni...."

kalau oxford dictionary cakap,

"insufficiently taught"

kalau orang putih cakap,

"damn dude,damn.."

kalau orang terengganu cakap,

"kurang ajo ngguh mung"

kalau orang sabah cakap,

"senteng bah kitak ni."

kalau orang indonesia cakap,

"kurang hajar dimana gan?ga ngerti kok ga berubah ya gan.bingung."

kalau orang sarawak cakap,

"sik masok ajarnya tok eh"

kalau Usman Awang cakap,

"Kurang 'Jar or K 'J"

kalau baru pas tengok sinetron indon,

"aduh biyuuunnnggg ni anak diamput betul! gak tau diuntung, orang tua udah lahirin cape-cape, dasar kagak bergunaaa..kalo tahu gini mendingan gw masukkin lagii.."

(hahaha mengong sikit)

kalau dengar bibik bebel,

"orang yang aneh sekali!"

thanks to all yang tolong! :))

rasa bitchy skit arini.ahaha~

ok,bye.

the one bloody night

2009-10-31T01:18:00.009+08:00

hey,

it's halloween peeps!

(sigh) i've been waiting for this day to come but i cant even watch the movie i wanted to for so longgg.

why?

here's the story.

every year,

my friends and i agree to spend the day with some sort of tradition,

u know,

went out shopping,eat whatever we want,

and then later,we would catch a horror movie together.

last year it was Halloween i

(the story on Michael Myers,very CREEPY)

and there is a sequel, Halloween ii coming up this year's halloween.

BUT!

cis cis cis.

surprise,surprise

the movie has been banned by the Malaysia censors as it is in the R rating with "strong brutal bloody violence thru-out,terror,disturbing graphic images,crude sexual content,languange ++ .."

the movie would be heavily cut,

more disturbing images,

more violent and bloods and screams and death,

wowwww sure it makes me want to watch it even MORE la!

kan kan?

seriously LOL.haha

oh rite,

nevermind.can watch MeganFox's Jennifer's Body anyway.hahah!

so come on people,

grab yourself a costume and get ready for trick or treatin'~~~ :DD

maybe u can just sit on your lazy ass,and watch some series during this weekend.

ya-lah,we are not even that WESTERN to celebrate this kind of thing pun kan.

mkn chicken chop boley pulak yeh? :P

"Halloween is the one night a year when girls can dress like a total slut and no other girls can say anything about it."

...Cady Heron (The Mean Girls movie.)

if u know what i mean. XD

wa-ha-ha-ha-ha (evil laughs)

ok,bye.

the stress to itchy remedy

2009-10-28T20:26:00.003+08:00

ah.

i'm so stressed out today

so i buy something that has peanut in it.

which is a stupid thing to do on any other regular day,

but today,i want to eat some!

(i am allergic to peanut)

now i fell so itchy,i want to scratch my brains out.

well at least i dont feel stress anymore.

why does life has to be so complicated?

good things scholar dah masuk!

ok,bye.

the goodbyes

2009-10-26T23:33:00.002+08:00

In loving memory of my EDWARD, died 26 October 2009 R.I.P

my heart is crushed into pieces.

please leave me alone for a couple of weeks.

life has been hard on me.

ok,bye.

the miracle happens

2009-10-25T19:36:00.003+08:00

Moscow - Quotations from Quran start appearing on the body of a baby of a 9 month boy named Ali from Kizlyar, Dagestan, his parents claim.

One of the baby's legs has an inscription, "ALLAH is the creator of all things."

Words similar to birthmarks show up on his shank and ankle (on Monday and Friday) and then disappear.

When new inscriptions are appearing,Ali (bukan pak ali towkey cafe v4 tu ok.LOL) doesnt sleep all night long and has high temperature and even strong drugs cannot send it off.

The local TV reported that Ali was diagnosed with some sort of heart disease + infantile celebral paralysis (google it,i dont even know what that means)

but when inexplicable things happening, he was examined and found healthy.

Amazing!

Allahu Akbar!

article from www.abna.ir~

ok,bye.

the sorry naik lorry

2009-10-19T01:58:00.004+08:00

all this time i was wasting

hoping u would come around

i've been giving out chances every time

and all u do is let me down

and it's taking me this long

baby but i figured u out

and u're thinking we'll be fine again

but not this time around

u dont have to call anymore

i wont pick up the phone

this is the last straw

dont wanna hurt anymore

and u can say that u're sorry

but i dont believe u baby

like i did before

u're not sorry, no no no no.

looking so innocent

i might believe u if i didnt know

could've loved u all my life

if u hadn't left me waiting in the cold.

-taylor swift's u're not sorry

ok,bye.

the for old times sake

2009-10-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

hey guys,

i was thinking to share some childhood pic of me.

which is ridiculously ugly.LOL.

anyway,

my sister scanned and email-ed this to me.

eventhough it takes forever~ haha

never mind that.

at least she managed it at last.

wohoo!

as u can see i am the darkest one,

the fattest,the chubbiest,the banyak-gile-luka2-1-bdn,

the shortest and all scary traits u can ever think of

it is me...haha

how time flies so fast!

that why i hate growing up. X)

ok,bye.

the courage-the-cowardly-sofia

2009-10-17T22:32:00.008+08:00

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak keluar dari universiti teknologi petronas.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak keluarkan semua duit dr bank dan terbang ke Eropah.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak pakai gaun kembang macam dalam cerita 'Enchanted' tu pastu pergi kelas dgn selamba.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak cakap kat pakcik guard, 'get a life boleh tak!menyaman je keje..'

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak kalerkan kereta saya kaler purple lavender.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak cubit dr.Awan pastu nasihat die supaya layan kami dengan lebih baik dan bertoleransi.kami ni manusia ok,bukan robot.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak tinggalkan segala harta yang saya ada,dan jadi chun lee.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak pergi niagara falls pahtu wat bungee jumping.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak jadi fashion designer atau pun penari balet atau pun pemain piano sampai grade 8.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak cuba pakai tudung kaler hitam.

tapi saya takde keyakinan.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak pergi OBS sekali lagi dan ambil course sebulan.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak kalahkan lipas.

tapi saya tahu saya tak mampu.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak smackdown orang yang selalu kutuk saya kat belakang.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak belikan mak saya sebuah rumah yang sangat mewah.mcm mansion.

yes ONE DAY!

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak bakar chancellor hall.sebab ada team ITMS kat situ.

sampai hati dieorg block DC++..

itu nyawa saya di sini!

the only thing that keeps me going!to UTP,for god's sake.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak belajar berenang,tapi saya takut sangat.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak berhadapan dengan masa lampau saya dan selesaikannya.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya tak tulis dah benda2 mengarut ni.

tp orang penakut mcm saya je blog2 macam ni sebab tak berani nak bising2 kat orang hahaha :D

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak tinggalkan laptop ni dan terus drive ke KL.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak luahkan apa yang terpendam dalam hati saya ini.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya mahu mengubah diri.

kalau lah....

ok,bye.

the dream car

2009-10-12T10:38:00.002+08:00

isn't he a hottie?

sebenarnya lagi suka murcielago tapi

hari tu nampak this lp560 life-size kot.

rasa nak pengsan dalam mall tu..hehehe

oh my,kalau nak ikot cakap aimee,saya sanggup kahwin dgn millionaire itali perut buncit demi kereta ini!haha LOL.

and caution! dont eat popcorn time tengok final destination 4.

(lambat gile tengok,i know)

rasa nak muntah2..uwekkk

plus if u tengok in 3D,boleh puke 3 times kot.siot ponye movie.

oh oh,

surrogates best!

tsunami at haeundae best!

g-force best!

sorority row boley la..

papadom?saya xlayan cerita melayu..dapat tengok drama 'melayu' hari2 kat kelas.boring.

(tapi kalo emy nak belanja,saya ON!) XD

ok,bye.

the half birthday

2009-10-06T22:36:00.001+08:00

today is the half birthday!

HAPPY HALF-BIRTHDAY to me~~~

p.s: should i go to KL this weekend?hmmmm

ok,bye.

the used-to-be memento

2009-10-06T00:55:00.004+08:00

life changed.

and it isnt as easy as it is used to be.

and and,life isnt as beautiful as they were used to be.

no more innocent laugh.

no more happy thoughts.

no more ketawa-sampai-nangis-sampai-sakit-perut.

no more,no more.

cause they all been infected with

jealousy,

perception,

defamation,

avaricious,

greed,

the idea of using people to get what they want,

manipulation,

and lies.

Oh God,

please send me back to 1997!

ok,bye.

the makin malas

2009-10-04T04:22:00.002+08:00

aiyer,

makin malas nak blogging.

lagi best baca blog org and main facebook!

hehe

my entry isnt that fun,anyway kan.

keep posting up people!

i love to read them~ :))

peace out!

ok,bye.

the birthday and farewell

2009-10-03T05:17:00.002+08:00

ain was 20 on 21092009.

but it was hari raya

so we celebrate it a little late,haa tipu je tak little pon,banyak late...

i mean,we celebrate it 2 weeks late!

(that never happen before.) XD

contrary of what i posted earlier,

katanya taknak cite pasal diri sendiri da

haha tipu je.

no no,tak tipu tapi on special occasion,

nak off sekejap ye.

pasni tak buat da.

and so the story goes...

siapa ain?

Nurul Ain Md Yazid ek?

ain was my roomate for 3 years, i.e 6 semesters.

haa tipu lagi.

actually precisely 4 semesters kot,

because we have to change roomate a lot,

RCSU yg comel lagi cerdik ponye pasal,

anyway,

we've been friends for 3 years,

which is weird and funny actually,considering she is my ex-schoolmate.

but we've never talked in school or even make an eye contact before,

not until we are in the same university.

funny kan?haha :D

and this past 3 years has been the greatest 3 years of my life. i.e LEGENDARY (haa mcm barney je)

i've learnt a lot,laughed a lot,cried also a lot,

and she has always been there for me.

always care for me,

always know how to deal with me,

always teaching me the meaning of life.

but now she is leaving me next semester for the internship.

damn u utp.

why cant the engineering and the technology students go to the internship together?

whyyyy

dahla asik blackout and tak ada air. :(

oh anyway,

i know next semester will be as empty as hell.

who'll be going to mamak with me?

who'll be sharing stories with me?

who'll hear my talks all day,all night?

who'll i tell my goofy jokes to?

who'll take care of me when i sick?

who'll be listening to my whining and crying and stupid jokes and paling penting,gossips?LMAO

who will?waaaa

haih. *sigh*

--emo mood kejap--

and and,all i can say is that,she is really special to me,

as my mom pernah quote,mati hidup balik pon bukan senang nak cari kawan yang same spirit,same kepala,same perangai and same best!

guess i should mati and hidup balik till i find the next her then?LOL XD

oh she's sleeping rite now.

dunno what to write more,

so...i should get some sleep too

i'll be missing u kiddo!

ohhh i'm about to be flooding in tears again.

ok,bye.

the baby call

2009-10-01T01:31:00.004+08:00

i found this on the net,

like to share it with everyone!

oh before that,

lepas ni i'll just post about everything interesting on the buzz la kan?

cause i'm so over telling people

on what i do,how i dress,what's going on with my life,

itu macam entry zaman dulu-dulu je.

plus,i'm no good in telling stories XP

asik nak berahsia je.haha.

kalau mati,cerita dalam hati akan biar berkubur.

lagi bagus.

let it be,let it be :D

pictures from Kelley Reyden blog!MAJORRR.love it!!! :))

fun facts:

- newborn must be 2 weeks of age

- the baby is sleeping during the photoshoot.they kept the room warmed so that the models (!!) feel comfortable.

- the model is newborn as they can bend easily and be kept in same position for some time.

- they have classes (bold,baby posing class) for taking pics like this

- it's free and they are scouting for new models!

super cute and adorable kan?

nanti kalau da ada anak,siap la die.

i'll snap his/her little pout and post it on facebook!

(kalau fb masih popular la haha)

hm,and i hope i'll really have kidS 1day,sooner or later,

after finding the right guy,the right spirit,

yes one day! :))

hahah

till then,party up!

p.s: i dont know if the pictures can/cannot be posted or not.maybe it has its own copyright or something.but i've searched the entire blog and it just stated that can use it for promoting purposes.so yes,i'm promoting!haha but but,do let me know if the authors/owners wont let me to do so.cause i dont want the same problem to ever happened again. XP

ok,bye.

the raya greetings!

2009-09-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

SALAM AIDILFITRI peeps! :))

i'm surely at my kampung rite now.

eating ketupat,

or choking down kuih raya utmost. :D

so, HAPPY eating too!

oh oh,and HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear AIN~~

arini beshday awak,tapi kita sangat jauh.sowie :]

this is a generated message,weeks before the usual date.

no signature require. :p

and,

pictures from www.ilovecuppacakes.com :))

ok,bye.

the raya playlist

2009-09-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

mood raya dah datang.ow yehhh~~~ :))

ok,bye.

the thanks and many thanks

2009-09-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

i just wanna offer my thankfulness and

God,how grateful i am,

to have such a wonderful life.

and to embrace the undying love from my parents and sisters,

and caring friends,

without them,surely i'm not be able to endure those painful days,

those hours of medication,

and those unstoppable tears.

i'm fine now so,thanks to all :))

ok,bye.

the month of challenge

2009-08-31T20:50:00.003+08:00

Though it's 10th day of Ramadhan,

i wish u all

"SELAMAT MENJALANKAN IBADAH BERPUASA!"

jgn ponteng2 n excuse puasa except if u had one. :))

ok,bye.

the day to feel like total crap

2009-08-27T19:18:00.001+08:00

what would u do if u dont have a reason to live?

i wonder if i ever had one.

well one day,maybe. *sigh*

oh crap.

ok,bye.

the annual regret

2009-08-20T22:37:00.003+08:00

exactly two weeks ago,

it has been one year since the incident.

but it was today that i realized,

how i wish that day did not happen.

yah.

it was just a mistake that i regretted.

not that i was going to point finger to anyone.

it's me.

i know i was to blame.

but what the hell.things like this happens.

now i know,it wasnt a wise decision.

spontaneous act.

oh well,i've always been like that.

never think before act.

waaa..

what am i trying to say actually?

urghh~~

want to say it,but cant put it into words.

and it have been kept in my head for quiet a while.

how i wish i can blurt it out

and tell u how i feel.

but obviously i dont have the courage.

just let me go,then.

ok,bye.

the birthday girl

2009-08-10T01:34:00.001+08:00

iela,

happy 20th!

semoga sentiasa ceria dan kiut dan cantik dan bijakpandai dan menjadi ibu yg baik.ahaha~ :))

Love,

koala.

siot utp tutup.

kalau tidak wajib buat surprise party!

ok,bye.

the revolusi

2009-08-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

telah ku tinggalkan

memori silamku itu

tidak ku biarkan

hidupku dibelit pilu

walau duka menampar dada

walau sepi mencalar hati

rinduku terhenti

ku pinggirkan sayu

yang merundung kalbuku

kasih dulu ku biar berlalu

ku pinggirkan lara

yang berpaut di jiwa

ku teruskan hidup tanpa die

padam nyala patah tumbuh

hilang kan berganti

cinta tiba cinta pergi

yang azali ku nanti

ku lupakan mu jua disini

rinduku terhenti

sejak kau pergi menjauhi

rinduku terhenti.

- tomok rindu terhenti

no matter what happen,

i want to have a happy life!

:))

ok,bye.

the inevitable email

2009-08-06T13:50:00.004+08:00

weird.

this is total weird.

this morning,i received some notification email from yahoo messenger telling me that i havent check some missed call that was received quite while ago.

but when i check it,

it was a missed call from a person,

dated from about 2 years ago!

2 years!!

and i was notified about it after 2years?

what??

oh freak.this is insane.

so i downloaded the .mp3 based recorded missed call

i hear it,visualize it.

i figure.

ohooooo!GOD know how farrrrr my heart sunk innnnn~~~

urkkkkk.......

it was that missed call!

that night!

and overall,it was 1 minute silence,then 5 minutes talking by himself,then 1 minute silence,then back to talking.

he dont even realized ym was recording it..

erm,i am sure it is.

that familiar voice,

awkward moment,

same small giggle,

and the cursing of utp slow internet (haha.)

uhhh that long-lost feeling washed over me....

oh my,

how time flies so fast.

lembab ponye ym.

true story.

p.s: want to hear the call?click here.

ok,bye.

the daredevil duke

2009-08-05T23:08:00.004+08:00

last night my cousins and i went for the government issued joe movie.

ok,sounds ridiculous (haha.)

it was the G.I Joe movie!

aha.

it was soooooo good.

like eating-vanilla-ice cream-on-bed good.

urm,or wearing-a-branded-new-handbag good...

or is it driving-on a-busy-highway-but-u-speed-up-to-18okm/j good?

ahaaaa it is that good! :))

it was my first time to watch at MBO. (located in galaxy ampang.)

nice place.not too shabby,not too fancy.

the popcorn was good!

the air-conditioning was cold but doesnt really makes me shiver,

and the audience were also very polite (they all shut down their phone before the movie started)

oh yes,

first ever to go to a movie and not hearing damn a disturbing call. (haha.)

plus,my cousin is actually too sick to come but she dragged herself anyway.... (kudos!)

it was a happy movie trip!

oww well,

besides a motorcycle almost crash us and selamba gile kl taxi drivers who are lack of impatience and conscience and moral and left/right signal! (LOL)

what g.i joe has to offer?

the charismatic duke~~ (channing tatum all the wayyyyy)

the cool dude snake eye,

the funny shawn michael!

the ugly but evil-and-he-looks-better-when-he-is-evil

'the doctor',

the pretty sienna and scarlet,

the eiffel,the stunts,all!

happy watching g.i joe people!

do tell me yo viewsss :))

ok,bye.

the XYZ of men

2009-08-04T01:21:00.014+08:00

menurut kamus koala...

lelaki adalah lembut,

dia akan memulakan perkenalan dengan budi bahasa.

lelaki adalah examiner,

dia akan meng-gred-kan,

mengenalpasti kekuatan dan kelemahan seseorang itu,

melalui first impression.

lelaki adalah high-achiever,

dia akan tertarik pada seseorang yang menarik,

seseorang yang menepati citarasanya,

seseorang yang terbaik untuknya.

lelaki adalah determined,

dia akan mengejar seseorang itu,

senang mahupun sukar.

lelaki adalah keeper,

dia akan terus berhubung dengan orang yang menarik itu,

dan cuba berasa yakin dengan pilihannya.

lelaki adalah penyiasat,

apabila dia mula menyoal orang terdekat tentang si dia,

siapa keluarganya,

siapa kawannya,

latar belakang,

berpunyakah?

lelaki adalah penguji tanpa kertas soalan,

dia akan menguji

bersoal jawab

berkias dalam pertanyaannya.

lelaki adalah kelakar,

untuk melarikan diri dari situasi yg kekok

untuk disukai

untuk masuk ke dalam kelompok ramai

untuk mencuri tumpuan si dia.

lelaki akan ketawa kuat,

untuk memaklumkan kehadirannya.

(terutamanya ketika berada di kelompok ramai,suasana bising.)

lelaki adalah manipulative,

dia akan menggunakan segala kudrat dan akal fikiran untuk menguasai seseorang,

dia mungkin berpura-pura tidak menahu

atau berpura-pura tahu semuanya.

lelaki adalah mind-reader,

dia akan cuba membaca fikiran orang

jika berjaya,dia akan menjadi manipulative.

jika tidak berjaya,dia akan menjadi kelakar.

lelaki adalah memahami,

dia akan mendengar butir bicara,

meluahkan pendapatnya

menyimpan rahsia si dia

menghilangkan duka lara

menjadi tempat mengadu.

lelaki adalah penyair,

apabila dia tidak boleh meluahkan apa yang terbuku di dada,

hanya mampu menyuarakan melalui lagu,

melalui mata.

lelaki adalah situation-controller,

dia akan tampil ke hadapan apabila situasi yg berlaku tidak menepati anginnya

jika tidak,dia diam di tepi.

lelaki adalah possesive,

jika dia mula mahu memilikinya.

lelaki akan mengaku dia setia,

apabila dia menemui seorang yg berjaya membuatkan dia tidak lagi memandang gadis lain

sehingga munculnya gadis baru yg lebih baik.

lelaki adalah penunggu yang tegar,

sekiranya dia mahu

sekiranya dia kuat menepis segala jenis godaan

sekiranya dia lembut,examiner,high-achiever,determined,keeper,penyiasat,kelakar,manipulative,mind-reader,memahami,situation-controller,possesive,setia.

dan dia mampu.

dan dan,jika dialah yang ditunggu-tunggu.

(courtesy of Hakim teamSugar.)

ok,bye.

the opening act

2009-08-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

(diramalkan)

sem ni NAK ambil 6 subjects:

:: Makan-makan

:: Berseronok Bersama Kawan-Kawan

:: Online Sepanjang Hari

:: Tidur Tak Hingat Dunia

:: Shopping dan Tengok Movie

:: Cultural Anthropology/Mandarin/PCS/Arabic/Corporate Finance/Small Business and Entrepreneurship

(dah termaktub dalam qada dan qadar)

sem ni TERPAKSA ambil:

:: Analogue Electronics II (tidakkkk)

:: Communication System I (waaa)

:: Control System (hmm.....)

:: Probability and Statistics (oh)

:: Electromagnetic Theory (uhhh)

:: Small Business and Entrepreneurship (last choice pulak tu.aihhhhh *sigh*)

grrrr

ni semua salah add and drop!

kenapa lah ramai cakap add/drop habis 3Aug?

31July la~~~

oh tidakkk cursed semester has finally begun!

ok,bye.

the friendship is forever

2009-08-01T14:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY friends~

(wink wink.)

owyep,

selalunya saya akan menghantar text happy 1August untuk kawan-kawan saya.

(the same ol' text from 3 years ago!)

tahun ini saya malas untuk membalas semua text2 yang dihantar oleh kawan-kawan saya.

oleh itu,saya balas kat sini je lah ok.

p.s: hmm,kalau zaman-zaman sekolah rendah dulu,saya akan membuat kad-kad ucapan kecil untuk kawan-kawan saya.selepas itu,kami akan bertanding siapa yang akan mendapat paling banyak sekali.selalunya,the 'it' kids lah menang.tetapi pada tahun 2001,saya mendapat tempat ke.................10..iyee,bukan no satu.tipu la tuh.ingat senang nak masuk 'it crowd'? :D

ok,bye.

the H1N1 blessing

2009-07-31T23:37:00.001+08:00

UTP dilanggar garuda!
cuti cuti~~
wohoooooooo

oh,get well soon will ya. :)
pray for u.

ok,bye.

the continuous struggle

2009-07-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

ah.

today is not a good day.

i am depressed,

makes me dont want to live for tomorrow.

uhh.

it's only 9pm something

but i want to go to bed already.

yep,dreams are way better than reality.

good night everybody.

ok,bye.

the accidental coincidence

2009-07-24T02:57:00.003+08:00

there was a time

i was everything and nothing all in one

when u found me

i was feeling like a cloud across the sun

i need to tell u

how u light up every second of the day

but in the moonlight

u just shine like a beacon on the bay

and i cant explain

but its something about the way u look tonight

takes my breath away

its that feeling i get about u, deep inside

and i cant describe

but its something about the way u look tonight

takes my breath away

the way u look tonight

with a smile

u pull the deepest secrets from my heart

in all honesty

i'm speechless and i dont know where to start.

- elton john something about the way u look tonite

-----

aiyaya~

this feeling.please go away.

i dont want to be that girl.cause i know i will cry my eyes out.

ok,bye.

the torturing timetable

2009-07-23T09:48:00.002+08:00

oh my...

its been quite a while since my last post.

well,it is because i'm back to utp!

the universiti-tenet-perlahan (haha.)

and been busy with the catching-up stories with my girls,

wuwuwu~

this semester is nuts!

the timetable is a hell of troublessss

packed and jammed!

uhh.

i gotta get back and reschedule my timetable.

chit-chat later!

peace out (*-*)v

ok,bye.

the final days

2009-07-15T15:15:00.001+08:00

yeay~

dah siap packing!

lepas dah puas khatamkan semua crite yang ada dalam laptop,

baru la ada mood nak packing ape semua.

hm hm well..

semalam,i said i hate utp.

hari ini,iyee utp iyee.here i come!

aiyaya~

mood swinger betul.

haa,semuanya hanyalah mind-set ok.

kalau awak kata boleh,semuanya akan jadi lebih senang ok.

kalau kata tak boleh,damn it wouldn't be easy.

oh yes,

about packing,

i do love packing.

packing is the only thing i can do fast and missionary.

well,except for shopping la kan.

shopping is like a disease for the girls.

oh my,

what am i actually want to talk about?

oh yah..

conclusion of this january 2009 semester holiday.

hmm sadly,

there isnt any traveling with my family,

(which is rare because we always travel.)

my dad was really busy and all,but it's ok.

i want to stay at home anyway..

and choking down foods 24/7!

plus,i got to spend times with my mom and sisters.a lot!

which is exactly the way home supposed to be.

word,HOME. :)))

aha.

siapa siapa cakap i dont gain weight this holiday is BS-ing!

ahaha.

i gain more than 4kg ok!waaa~~

no wait.i actually lost 2kg after obs,

but then i gained back at home.

(which is a waste rite?)

oh well,whatever pon fasting month is a month away.

later,i'll still be fat.geesh.

why is it so hard to be a lady?

ok,bye.

the sisters love

2009-07-14T01:46:00.003+08:00

i love my sisters.

who doesnt love theirs?

ok yes i know,

some of them maybe dont love,

but i do!

so here it goes...

i solemnly swear,I LOVE MY SISTERS! xD

whoever feels like this is inappropriate,u know,to state something that is obvious or very attention-seeker by saying this.

oh well,goto wherever u want to.

i can say it whenever or where ever i want.

suka ati la!bweekk xp

hm,what is to love?

easy.

obvious.

first of all,i can be me when i'm with them.

even when i'm out of mood,

or feeling depressed or angry,

or hyper or moody or cheeky or outta-my-mind,

or cranky or slinkey (selekeh+stinky,we said.)

or or,even when i was madly in love/fall out of it with something or someone,

my sisters will always there for me.

and they cheer me up!

makes me silly!

buying me cotton candy everyday just because i said,

"this is good.i wish i had this everyday."

keeping those round 50cent everyday,so that i can use it for the washing machine in utp (which currently i'm hating)

yes,the love from my 9 and 12 year old girls~~

uhh,and i know i'm not the type who shares solid matters with friends.

(past experiences doesnt help either.)

maybe one/2 girls who is lucky enough to share it with.

aha :D

so if u think that i am super jumbo girlish or too quiet or decent,

well u just dont know me.

haha.or maybe i am?

[i was talking about this sisters....]

[but this girls are like sisters to me too. <3>

[same goes to the GOF girls..u all are like sisters to me okeyh. :) ]

oh wait.

now u know one important thing about me.

what?

yes,that i love my sisters...

to death ok!

p.s: feels good to share something that u love with everyone,doesnt it? x)))

but wait,am i sharing too much?

better stop.

ok,bye.

the panjat

2009-07-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

every step i'm taking

every move i make feels

lost with no direction

my faith is shaking but i

got to keep trying

got to keep my head held high.

there's always going to be another mountain

i'm always going to want to make it move

always going to be an uphill battle

sometimes i'm gonna to have to lose

ain't about how fast i get there

ain't about what's waiting on the other side

it's THE CLIMB.

the struggles i'm facing

the chances i'm taking

sometimes they knock me down but

no i'm not breaking

i mean i know it

but these are the moments that

i'm going to remember most yeah

just got to keep going

and i,

i got to be strong

just keep pushing on.

- miley cyrus the climb

ye betul tu.keep moving on.

thank u miley for this song :))

feels okeyh to hear it after getting a heart-wrenching result.

(and it feels like a 14year-old who uses song to heal a broken heart.)

ok,bye.

the pain no-more

2009-07-11T04:38:00.003+08:00

oh no no.

please please~~~

God no!

oh well.........

it was a very very bad result.

*sigh*

am i not working hard?

am i playing too much?

am i not that smart?

no,it should be,am i that stupid?

gessh.

just glad that i dont have to repeat these freaking unbearable subjects:

- silly Signal and Systems (i dont get it.i still dont.)

- notorious Numerical Method

(what a lecturer!it was fun though.)

- anesthetic Analogue Electronics I (it was fine)

- earldom Engineering Economics

(i dont ever want to see this fellas again~~ not good at finance and economy ok!)

- mid-life crisis Microprocessor (those programmings.....)

- shoot me!it was wasting energy and time Sport Science (my hardwork certainly doesnt paid!grrr....)

- damn darn dung horse Digital Systems and Designs.

(no explanation for this.speechless.)

not a good memories...

not even worth to be one.

goodbye everyone!

may u torture the next 2nd years,as painful and as excruciating...as u did to us!

ok,bye.

the test shot

2009-07-10T10:54:00.006+08:00

tomorrow,

the examination result will come out!

yep,

so today will be the last day to be carefree~~

prepare for the worst,

and hope for the best guys!

i know i wont excel,

dont want it to be bad.though.

waaa~

ok,bye.

the coconut and papaya hunt

2009-07-09T23:16:00.007+08:00

hmm,

i dont know what to do today.

hmm.

so my sister and i went for a bicycle adventure!

after 20 minutes...

we get bored.

so my sister and i played basketball!

after 15 minutes...

we get bored.

so my sister and i went for mango hunt!

after 10 minutes...

we couldnt find anything,

we get bored again.

so my sister and i played the 'tarik pelepah kelapa' game!

after 5 minutes...

yes,we get bored.

and thirsty.

but the house is kind of far..wuwu..

the only thing to do was to look up at the sky,and guess what we found!

aha!

coconut trees~~~

so here's new game to do:

doing whatever we can to pluck a coconut from that super tall treeeeee...wahaaa~~

after 1++ hour...

so tired!

waaaa~

it is frustrating cause the tree was so high.

but we are so ayam katik!

and i did everything i can to reach that bloody fruit,

(which ironically, only cost RM1 at pasar malam)

i cant even touch it!

waaaa~

uhuuu God bless all the makcik jual air. :)))

next!

so we went for papaya hunting...

which is much easier.

yep,what a fun evening it was~~~

i just LOVE home <3

[the pink is my sister,the black dot is my dad.the coconut hero!]

[there's a story behind that lake house.stowie mowie next time. xp ]

[one day,i'll marry a very super duper jambo heavenly tall guy and he'll pluck that thing for me.]

ok,bye.