the dooms week

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waaa

name takde dalam list.

i am sooooo doomed!

siapa tahu kaunter MAS kat ipoh?

please tell me asap~

thanks.

ok,bye.

the stress to itchy remedy

ah.

i'm so stressed out today

so i buy something that has peanut in it.

which is a stupid thing to do on any other regular day,

but today,i want to eat some!

(i am allergic to peanut)

now i fell so itchy,i want to scratch my brains out.

well at least i dont feel stress anymore.

why does life has to be so complicated?

good things scholar dah masuk!

ok,bye.

the goodbyes

In loving memory of my EDWARD, died 26 October 2009 R.I.P

my heart is crushed into pieces.

please leave me alone for a couple of weeks.

life has been hard on me.

ok,bye.

the courage-the-cowardly-sofia

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak keluar dari universiti teknologi petronas.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak keluarkan semua duit dr bank dan terbang ke Eropah.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak pakai gaun kembang macam dalam cerita 'Enchanted' tu pastu pergi kelas dgn selamba.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak cakap kat pakcik guard, 'get a life boleh tak!menyaman je keje..'

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak kalerkan kereta saya kaler purple lavender.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak cubit dr.Awan pastu nasihat die supaya layan kami dengan lebih baik dan bertoleransi.kami ni manusia ok,bukan robot.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak tinggalkan segala harta yang saya ada,dan jadi chun lee.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak pergi niagara falls pahtu wat bungee jumping.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak jadi fashion designer atau pun penari balet atau pun pemain piano sampai grade 8.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak cuba pakai tudung kaler hitam.

tapi saya takde keyakinan.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak pergi OBS sekali lagi dan ambil course sebulan.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak kalahkan lipas.

tapi saya tahu saya tak mampu.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak smackdown orang yang selalu kutuk saya kat belakang.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak belikan mak saya sebuah rumah yang sangat mewah.mcm mansion.

yes ONE DAY!

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak bakar chancellor hall.sebab ada team ITMS kat situ.

sampai hati dieorg block DC++..

itu nyawa saya di sini!

the only thing that keeps me going!to UTP,for god's sake.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak belajar berenang,tapi saya takut sangat.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak berhadapan dengan masa lampau saya dan selesaikannya.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya tak tulis dah benda2 mengarut ni.

tp orang penakut mcm saya je blog2 macam ni sebab tak berani nak bising2 kat orang hahaha :D

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak tinggalkan laptop ni dan terus drive ke KL.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya nak luahkan apa yang terpendam dalam hati saya ini.

kalau lah saya ada keberanian

saya mahu mengubah diri.

kalau lah....

ok,bye.

the used-to-be memento

life changed.

and it isnt as easy as it is used to be.

and and,life isnt as beautiful as they were used to be.

no more innocent laugh.

no more happy thoughts.

no more ketawa-sampai-nangis-sampai-sakit-perut.

no more,no more.

cause they all been infected with

jealousy,

perception,

defamation,

avaricious,

greed,

the idea of using people to get what they want,

manipulation,

and lies.

Oh God,

please send me back to 1997!

ok,bye.

the birthday and farewell

ain was 20 on 21092009.

but it was hari raya

so we celebrate it a little late,haa tipu je tak little pon,banyak late...

i mean,we celebrate it 2 weeks late!

(that never happen before.) XD

contrary of what i posted earlier,

katanya taknak cite pasal diri sendiri da

haha tipu je.

no no,tak tipu tapi on special occasion,

nak off sekejap ye.

pasni tak buat da.

and so the story goes...

siapa ain?

Nurul Ain Md Yazid ek?

ain was my roomate for 3 years, i.e 6 semesters.

haa tipu lagi.

actually precisely 4 semesters kot,

because we have to change roomate a lot,

RCSU yg comel lagi cerdik ponye pasal,

anyway,

we've been friends for 3 years,

which is weird and funny actually,considering she is my ex-schoolmate.

but we've never talked in school or even make an eye contact before,

not until we are in the same university.

funny kan?haha :D

and this past 3 years has been the greatest 3 years of my life. i.e LEGENDARY (haa mcm barney je)

i've learnt a lot,laughed a lot,cried also a lot,

and she has always been there for me.

always care for me,

always know how to deal with me,

always teaching me the meaning of life.

but now she is leaving me next semester for the internship.

damn u utp.

why cant the engineering and the technology students go to the internship together?

whyyyy

dahla asik blackout and tak ada air. :(

oh anyway,

i know next semester will be as empty as hell.

who'll be going to mamak with me?

who'll be sharing stories with me?

who'll hear my talks all day,all night?

who'll i tell my goofy jokes to?

who'll take care of me when i sick?

who'll be listening to my whining and crying and stupid jokes and paling penting,gossips?LMAO

who will?waaaa

haih. *sigh*

--emo mood kejap--

and and,all i can say is that,she is really special to me,

as my mom pernah quote,mati hidup balik pon bukan senang nak cari kawan yang same spirit,same kepala,same perangai and same best!

guess i should mati and hidup balik till i find the next her then?LOL XD

oh she's sleeping rite now.

dunno what to write more,

so...i should get some sleep too

i'll be missing u kiddo!

ohhh i'm about to be flooding in tears again.

ok,bye.

the thanks and many thanks

i just wanna offer my thankfulness and

God,how grateful i am,

to have such a wonderful life.

and to embrace the undying love from my parents and sisters,

and caring friends,

without them,surely i'm not be able to endure those painful days,

those hours of medication,

and those unstoppable tears.

i'm fine now so,thanks to all :))

ok,bye.

the opening act

(diramalkan)

sem ni NAK ambil 6 subjects:

:: Makan-makan

:: Berseronok Bersama Kawan-Kawan

:: Online Sepanjang Hari

:: Tidur Tak Hingat Dunia

:: Shopping dan Tengok Movie

:: Cultural Anthropology/Mandarin/PCS/Arabic/Corporate Finance/Small Business and Entrepreneurship

(dah termaktub dalam qada dan qadar)

sem ni TERPAKSA ambil:

:: Analogue Electronics II (tidakkkk)

:: Communication System I (waaa)

:: Control System (hmm.....)

:: Probability and Statistics (oh)

:: Electromagnetic Theory (uhhh)

:: Small Business and Entrepreneurship (last choice pulak tu.aihhhhh *sigh*)

grrrr

ni semua salah add and drop!

kenapa lah ramai cakap add/drop habis 3Aug?

31July la~~~

oh tidakkk cursed semester has finally begun!

ok,bye.

the continuous struggle

ah.

today is not a good day.

i am depressed,

makes me dont want to live for tomorrow.

uhh.

it's only 9pm something

but i want to go to bed already.

yep,dreams are way better than reality.

good night everybody.

ok,bye.

the sisters love

i love my sisters.

who doesnt love theirs?

ok yes i know,

some of them maybe dont love,

but i do!

so here it goes...

i solemnly swear,I LOVE MY SISTERS! xD

whoever feels like this is inappropriate,u know,to state something that is obvious or very attention-seeker by saying this.

oh well,goto wherever u want to.

i can say it whenever or where ever i want.

suka ati la!bweekk xp

hm,what is to love?

easy.

obvious.

first of all,i can be me when i'm with them.

even when i'm out of mood,

or feeling depressed or angry,

or hyper or moody or cheeky or outta-my-mind,

or cranky or slinkey (selekeh+stinky,we said.)

or or,even when i was madly in love/fall out of it with something or someone,

my sisters will always there for me.

and they cheer me up!

makes me silly!

buying me cotton candy everyday just because i said,

"this is good.i wish i had this everyday."

keeping those round 50cent everyday,so that i can use it for the washing machine in utp (which currently i'm hating)

yes,the love from my 9 and 12 year old girls~~

uhh,and i know i'm not the type who shares solid matters with friends.

(past experiences doesnt help either.)

maybe one/2 girls who is lucky enough to share it with.

aha :D

so if u think that i am super jumbo girlish or too quiet or decent,

well u just dont know me.

haha.or maybe i am?

[i was talking about this sisters....]

[but this girls are like sisters to me too. <3>

[same goes to the GOF girls..u all are like sisters to me okeyh. :) ]

oh wait.

now u know one important thing about me.

what?

yes,that i love my sisters...

to death ok!

p.s: feels good to share something that u love with everyone,doesnt it? x)))

but wait,am i sharing too much?

better stop.

ok,bye.

the pain no-more

oh no no.

please please~~~

God no!

oh well.........

it was a very very bad result.

*sigh*

am i not working hard?

am i playing too much?

am i not that smart?

no,it should be,am i that stupid?

gessh.

just glad that i dont have to repeat these freaking unbearable subjects:

- silly Signal and Systems (i dont get it.i still dont.)

- notorious Numerical Method

(what a lecturer!it was fun though.)

- anesthetic Analogue Electronics I (it was fine)

- earldom Engineering Economics

(i dont ever want to see this fellas again~~ not good at finance and economy ok!)

- mid-life crisis Microprocessor (those programmings.....)

- shoot me!it was wasting energy and time Sport Science (my hardwork certainly doesnt paid!grrr....)

- damn darn dung horse Digital Systems and Designs.

(no explanation for this.speechless.)

not a good memories...

not even worth to be one.

goodbye everyone!

may u torture the next 2nd years,as painful and as excruciating...as u did to us!

ok,bye.

the mood killer

i'm sorry,

but i dont like it when people are complaining about their life.

or other people's life.

or even celebrity's life.

i dont like it okeyh.

erm,i can stand it if u are talking.

but to put in writing?in blog?sms?twitter?

why?

do u want everybody to read it?

why?

so that they feel miserable too?

like u do?

why?

waaa i dont like it because those bad words will keep rewinding in my head.

uhh.

guess we are growing up in a different world.

no worries!

i just dont like the negative energy those type of people passing around.

oh,wait.

am i becoming one?

nooooooo :(|) <-- monkey face.lol.

ok,bye.

the photos that changed the world

i found plenty of photos that really,really,really amazed me!

they are very interesting,

and scary at the same time.

i even got nightmares after looking at it (uhh!)

so i decided to pass this nightmares to u readers.

awesome!

[the Afghan Girl]

this is the famous photo of the Afghan girl taken by Steve McCurry of National Geographic.

it is very rare for a man to see faces of Afghan girls mainly because they are well-covered.

no wonder eyh!

i mean,just take a look at those eyes!
gorgeous~

[The Baby Hand]

some may raise their eyebrows whether this picture is authentic or not?it is!this is a 21-week unborn baby during spina bifida operation which is performed in utero.

the baby thrust out his arm,touch the doctor's finger and squeezes it.

cute~ :]

and did i say how awesome it is?

[The Falling Man]

OMG.

i know rite?

this is a photo taken by Richard Drew on Sept 11,2001 of a man falling from the WTC during the 9/11 attacks in New York City.

'the falling man' or 'the jumper' was one of the people trapped on the upper floors of the skyscraper that apparently chose to jump rather than die from the fire and smoke.

(erm,some may found this image is disturbing, so please tell me if u think it is inappropriate for me to put it.thanks. :] )

[Mouse with Human Ear]

hairless mouse with what appeared to be a human ear growing out of its back.

(euwww) but amazing!

is it necessary?

i mean,genetic engineering? (what?)

[Child with Toy Hand Grenade]

hahah.

i cant help but to laugh when i see this.

his facial expression is maniacal!

the photographer is actually claims that she is trying to find the right angle and she asked the boy to stand and kept moving him around.

oh lady,

TAKE THE PICTURE ALREADY!

[Burial of an Unknown Child]

this unknown child has become the icon of the world's worst industrial disaster, caused by the US multinational chemical company.

uhuh,

scary.

[Lunchtime atop a Skyscraper]

wohoo,dont move an inch!

can u imagine having your lunch like that?

u might just book a seat to become the next 'the falling lunch-er'

LOL.

anyway,those guys can even take a nap on top of that.no kidding!

[The Beginning of Life]

people say,

a picture is worth a thousand words.

i say,

awesome!

[5 year old Mother]

i'm saving the best for the last!

this is Lina Medina.

she is the youngest mother in history of mankind when she gave birth at the age of five.born in Peru in 1993,she was brought to the local hospital by her parents because of an increasingly enlarged belly, which they thought of a tumor. after a series of test however, the doctors confirmed that she was 7 months pregnant. a month later, lina gave birth to a baby boy whom she named Gerardo, after her doctor.

Info: she had an advanced menarche development resulting to menstruation at the age of 8 months, prominent breasts upon turning four,and bone maturation at age 5. (fascinating!)

ok,bye.