the H1N1 blessing

UTP dilanggar garuda!
cuti cuti~~
wohoooooooo

oh,get well soon will ya. :)
pray for u.


ok,bye.

the continuous struggle

ah.

today is not a good day.

i am depressed,

makes me dont want to live for tomorrow.

uhh.

it's only 9pm something

but i want to go to bed already.

yep,dreams are way better than reality.

good night everybody.

ok,bye.

the accidental coincidence

there was a time

i was everything and nothing all in one

when u found me

i was feeling like a cloud across the sun

i need to tell u

how u light up every second of the day

but in the moonlight

u just shine like a beacon on the bay

and i cant explain

but its something about the way u look tonight

takes my breath away

its that feeling i get about u, deep inside

and i cant describe

but its something about the way u look tonight

takes my breath away

the way u look tonight

with a smile

u pull the deepest secrets from my heart

in all honesty

i'm speechless and i dont know where to start.

- elton john something about the way u look tonite

-----

aiyaya~

this feeling.please go away.

i dont want to be that girl.cause i know i will cry my eyes out.

ok,bye.

the torturing timetable

oh my...

its been quite a while since my last post.

well,it is because i'm back to utp!

the universiti-tenet-perlahan (haha.)

and been busy with the catching-up stories with my girls,

wuwuwu~

this semester is nuts!

the timetable is a hell of troublessss

packed and jammed!

uhh.

i gotta get back and reschedule my timetable.

chit-chat later!

peace out (*-*)v

ok,bye.

the final days

yeay~

dah siap packing!

lepas dah puas khatamkan semua crite yang ada dalam laptop,

baru la ada mood nak packing ape semua.

hm hm well..

semalam,i said i hate utp.

hari ini,iyee utp iyee.here i come!

aiyaya~

mood swinger betul.

haa,semuanya hanyalah mind-set ok.

kalau awak kata boleh,semuanya akan jadi lebih senang ok.

kalau kata tak boleh,damn it wouldn't be easy.

oh yes,

about packing,

i do love packing.

packing is the only thing i can do fast and missionary.

well,except for shopping la kan.

shopping is like a disease for the girls.

oh my,

what am i actually want to talk about?

oh yah..

conclusion of this january 2009 semester holiday.

hmm sadly,

there isnt any traveling with my family,

(which is rare because we always travel.)

my dad was really busy and all,but it's ok.

i want to stay at home anyway..

and choking down foods 24/7!

plus,i got to spend times with my mom and sisters.a lot!

which is exactly the way home supposed to be.

word,HOME. :)))

aha.

siapa siapa cakap i dont gain weight this holiday is BS-ing!

ahaha.

i gain more than 4kg ok!waaa~~

no wait.i actually lost 2kg after obs,

but then i gained back at home.

(which is a waste rite?)

oh well,whatever pon fasting month is a month away.

later,i'll still be fat.geesh.

why is it so hard to be a lady?

ok,bye.

the sisters love

i love my sisters.

who doesnt love theirs?

ok yes i know,

some of them maybe dont love,

but i do!

so here it goes...

i solemnly swear,I LOVE MY SISTERS! xD

whoever feels like this is inappropriate,u know,to state something that is obvious or very attention-seeker by saying this.

oh well,goto wherever u want to.

i can say it whenever or where ever i want.

suka ati la!bweekk xp

hm,what is to love?

easy.

obvious.

first of all,i can be me when i'm with them.

even when i'm out of mood,

or feeling depressed or angry,

or hyper or moody or cheeky or outta-my-mind,

or cranky or slinkey (selekeh+stinky,we said.)

or or,even when i was madly in love/fall out of it with something or someone,

my sisters will always there for me.

and they cheer me up!

makes me silly!

buying me cotton candy everyday just because i said,

"this is good.i wish i had this everyday."

keeping those round 50cent everyday,so that i can use it for the washing machine in utp (which currently i'm hating)

yes,the love from my 9 and 12 year old girls~~

uhh,and i know i'm not the type who shares solid matters with friends.

(past experiences doesnt help either.)

maybe one/2 girls who is lucky enough to share it with.

aha :D

so if u think that i am super jumbo girlish or too quiet or decent,

well u just dont know me.

haha.or maybe i am?

[i was talking about this sisters....]

[but this girls are like sisters to me too. <3>

[same goes to the GOF girls..u all are like sisters to me okeyh. :) ]

oh wait.

now u know one important thing about me.

what?

yes,that i love my sisters...

to death ok!

p.s: feels good to share something that u love with everyone,doesnt it? x)))

but wait,am i sharing too much?

better stop.

ok,bye.

the panjat

every step i'm taking

every move i make feels

lost with no direction

my faith is shaking but i

got to keep trying

got to keep my head held high.

there's always going to be another mountain

i'm always going to want to make it move

always going to be an uphill battle

sometimes i'm gonna to have to lose

ain't about how fast i get there

ain't about what's waiting on the other side

it's THE CLIMB.

the struggles i'm facing

the chances i'm taking

sometimes they knock me down but

no i'm not breaking

i mean i know it

but these are the moments that

i'm going to remember most yeah

just got to keep going

and i,

i got to be strong

just keep pushing on.

- miley cyrus the climb

ye betul tu.keep moving on.

thank u miley for this song :))

feels okeyh to hear it after getting a heart-wrenching result.

(and it feels like a 14year-old who uses song to heal a broken heart.)

ok,bye.

the pain no-more

oh no no.

please please~~~

God no!

oh well.........

it was a very very bad result.

*sigh*

am i not working hard?

am i playing too much?

am i not that smart?

no,it should be,am i that stupid?

gessh.

just glad that i dont have to repeat these freaking unbearable subjects:

- silly Signal and Systems (i dont get it.i still dont.)

- notorious Numerical Method

(what a lecturer!it was fun though.)

- anesthetic Analogue Electronics I (it was fine)

- earldom Engineering Economics

(i dont ever want to see this fellas again~~ not good at finance and economy ok!)

- mid-life crisis Microprocessor (those programmings.....)

- shoot me!it was wasting energy and time Sport Science (my hardwork certainly doesnt paid!grrr....)

- damn darn dung horse Digital Systems and Designs.

(no explanation for this.speechless.)

not a good memories...

not even worth to be one.

goodbye everyone!

may u torture the next 2nd years,as painful and as excruciating...as u did to us!

ok,bye.

the test shot

tomorrow,

the examination result will come out!

yep,

so today will be the last day to be carefree~~

prepare for the worst,

and hope for the best guys!

i know i wont excel,

dont want it to be bad.though.

waaa~

ok,bye.

the coconut and papaya hunt

hmm,

i dont know what to do today.

hmm.

so my sister and i went for a bicycle adventure!

after 20 minutes...

we get bored.

so my sister and i played basketball!

after 15 minutes...

we get bored.

so my sister and i went for mango hunt!

after 10 minutes...

we couldnt find anything,

we get bored again.

so my sister and i played the 'tarik pelepah kelapa' game!

after 5 minutes...

yes,we get bored.

and thirsty.

but the house is kind of far..wuwu..

the only thing to do was to look up at the sky,and guess what we found!

aha!

coconut trees~~~

so here's new game to do:

doing whatever we can to pluck a coconut from that super tall treeeeee...wahaaa~~

after 1++ hour...

so tired!

waaaa~

it is frustrating cause the tree was so high.

but we are so ayam katik!

and i did everything i can to reach that bloody fruit,

(which ironically, only cost RM1 at pasar malam)

i cant even touch it!

waaaa~

uhuuu God bless all the makcik jual air. :)))

next!

so we went for papaya hunting...

which is much easier.

yep,what a fun evening it was~~~

i just LOVE home <3

[the pink is my sister,the black dot is my dad.the coconut hero!]

[there's a story behind that lake house.stowie mowie next time. xp ]

[one day,i'll marry a very super duper jambo heavenly tall guy and he'll pluck that thing for me.]

ok,bye.

the worst pick-up line ever

****somewhere in Giant Green Green Slimey Green****

what would u do if someone is looking at u,smiling,

but it goes like this:

"hai,kamu orang melayu kan?tapi bangsa apa kamu ini?"

err..

"saya melayu lah.hm,melayu yang biasa tu."

"ya ya.saya tahu bah.tapi bangsa apa?"

awkward.

"erm,melayu itu itu."

dont know what to add.so, i ran. :))

p.s: this happens becuase there are many bangsa/suku kaum/etnik besides melayu (esp in Sabah). once,when i was in a taxi,a middle-aged man asked me the same question.he explained that there are usually mixed melayu with other race.the names are also unique. eg,murut rungus dusun makiang lundayeh lotud binadan suluk bisaya kimarang bajau tatana kadazan ++++ (there are over 50 of them)

ok,bye.

the mood killer

i'm sorry,

but i dont like it when people are complaining about their life.

or other people's life.

or even celebrity's life.

i dont like it okeyh.

erm,i can stand it if u are talking.

but to put in writing?in blog?sms?twitter?

why?

do u want everybody to read it?

why?

so that they feel miserable too?

like u do?

why?

waaa i dont like it because those bad words will keep rewinding in my head.

uhh.

guess we are growing up in a different world.

no worries!

i just dont like the negative energy those type of people passing around.

oh,wait.

am i becoming one?

nooooooo :(|) <-- monkey face.lol.

ok,bye.

the evil comes

aha.

call me weirdo or mental or ennui or psychotic or geeky or dotage or whatever,

the new Harry Potter movie is coming up this month!

to be exact, 16july!

wohoo~

Harry Potter fans,lets wohoo!

oh okies,

to be frank,

i've already been a HP maniac for ages.

since like 11?

yes,like others of my kind,

(yep yep,i mean the i-would-die-for-harry-potter kind)

i've read all the seven books

watched all the movies

and i'm going to love it,period!

all hail J.K Rowling!

aha.

but dont get me wrong.

yes,twilight is good.

but harry potter is more irresistible,u know?

just look at the main actor!

i mean,rob pattinson is the NEXT daniel radcliffe rite?

(at least for me)

and and,

Dan is my first ever celebrity crush!

(who just saved me from being an-idiotic-who-dont-like-boys-and-thinks-that-boy-smells-bad.)

aha.

and i still remember hanging his posters all over my room.

screaming whenever he's on TV.

collecting his pictures from magazines and newspapers.

making 2,3 scrap books of him.

buying all the pirated VCDs AND original DVDs.

presidenting the DanielRad club in school.

naming all my teddy bears after him.

oh my,

blushing all the way~~

[plus,me and Dan is on the same age!]

speaking of the movie,

which obviously we already know the ending.duhh.

oh oh,

hate me all u want but i gotta tell u.

somebody is going to die at the end of the movie!

HUGE!

waaa~

i just have to get ready to cry.

oh,

and bring tissue too.

ok,bye.

the raja-raja leon

i've been roaming around lookin down at all i see

painted face fill the places i cant reach

u know that i could use somebody

u know that i could use somebody

someone like u.

and all u know and how u speak

countless lovers undercover of the street

u know that i could use somebody

u know that i could use somebody

someone like u.

off in the night while u live it up i'm off to sleep

waging wars to shake the poet and the beat

i hope its gonna make u notice

i hope its gonna make u notice

someone like me

someone like me

someone like me.

- the kings of leon's use somebody

the photos that changed the world

i found plenty of photos that really,really,really amazed me!

they are very interesting,

and scary at the same time.

i even got nightmares after looking at it (uhh!)

so i decided to pass this nightmares to u readers.

awesome!

[the Afghan Girl]

this is the famous photo of the Afghan girl taken by Steve McCurry of National Geographic.

it is very rare for a man to see faces of Afghan girls mainly because they are well-covered.

no wonder eyh!

i mean,just take a look at those eyes!
gorgeous~

[The Baby Hand]

some may raise their eyebrows whether this picture is authentic or not?it is!this is a 21-week unborn baby during spina bifida operation which is performed in utero.

the baby thrust out his arm,touch the doctor's finger and squeezes it.

cute~ :]

and did i say how awesome it is?

[The Falling Man]

OMG.

i know rite?

this is a photo taken by Richard Drew on Sept 11,2001 of a man falling from the WTC during the 9/11 attacks in New York City.

'the falling man' or 'the jumper' was one of the people trapped on the upper floors of the skyscraper that apparently chose to jump rather than die from the fire and smoke.

(erm,some may found this image is disturbing, so please tell me if u think it is inappropriate for me to put it.thanks. :] )

[Mouse with Human Ear]

hairless mouse with what appeared to be a human ear growing out of its back.

(euwww) but amazing!

is it necessary?

i mean,genetic engineering? (what?)

[Child with Toy Hand Grenade]

hahah.

i cant help but to laugh when i see this.

his facial expression is maniacal!

the photographer is actually claims that she is trying to find the right angle and she asked the boy to stand and kept moving him around.

oh lady,

TAKE THE PICTURE ALREADY!

[Burial of an Unknown Child]

this unknown child has become the icon of the world's worst industrial disaster, caused by the US multinational chemical company.

uhuh,

scary.

[Lunchtime atop a Skyscraper]

wohoo,dont move an inch!

can u imagine having your lunch like that?

u might just book a seat to become the next 'the falling lunch-er'

LOL.

anyway,those guys can even take a nap on top of that.no kidding!

[The Beginning of Life]

people say,

a picture is worth a thousand words.

i say,

awesome!

[5 year old Mother]

i'm saving the best for the last!

this is Lina Medina.

she is the youngest mother in history of mankind when she gave birth at the age of five.born in Peru in 1993,she was brought to the local hospital by her parents because of an increasingly enlarged belly, which they thought of a tumor. after a series of test however, the doctors confirmed that she was 7 months pregnant. a month later, lina gave birth to a baby boy whom she named Gerardo, after her doctor.

Info: she had an advanced menarche development resulting to menstruation at the age of 8 months, prominent breasts upon turning four,and bone maturation at age 5. (fascinating!)

ok,bye.